I'm 25! FUCK. FUCK FUCK! FUCK. FUCK. I don't want to be 25. I didn't even want to be 24! Why does aging have to happen? This is my first birthday where I've been kinda... Bummed. Every other one has been pretty great, but... I feel empty again. I feel like at 25 there should be a lot more to me than the way I am. So in order to stave off depression I'm sticking with the tried and true method of keeping myself incredibly busy and not giving myself time to think about anything like that. #irony ugh. just, dammit.

ugh

What the fuck is wrong with me.