Sunday, April 29, 2012

I'm 25! FUCK. FUCK FUCK! FUCK. FUCK. I don't want to be 25. I didn't even want to be 24! Why does aging have to happen? This is my first birthday where I've been kinda... Bummed. Every other one has been pretty great, but... I feel empty again. I feel like at 25 there should be a lot more to me than the way I am. So in order to stave off depression I'm sticking with the tried and true method of keeping myself incredibly busy and not giving myself time to think about anything like that. #irony ugh. just, dammit.
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2 comments:

  1. Planetx_123April 30, 2012 at 7:19 PM

    i relate to this completely. and I did the same thing too to keep the depression away. For whatever reason I didn't get out and do the things I wanted when I was 25 (for example) and just stayed busy in order to keep the depression of realizing all the things I was missing out on at bay. Now I'm 28 and I actaully am getting out and doing the things I want to do ...and regretting not doing them when I was 25.

    I actually still as busy... not sure how I'm balancing this all right now.

    Steve

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  2. MaddyMay 3, 2012 at 8:30 PM

    Now you can rent a car. And statistically, the decision-making parts of your brain should be fully developed. Yay!

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